It’s raining outside. I always have problems getting going when it’s raining.
I haven’t wrote anything in awhile on this or music related, I don’t really feel bad about that. I just finished my bands cd so I’m kinda taking a break.
I have zero cigarettes.
I think I’m gonna spend the day watching movies but I doubt I’ll actually have enough movies to watch to complete that goal.
I have a girlfriend now! She’s pretty great. Her name is Jessica. I know so many fucking Jessica’s it’s getting kinda ridiculous but back to the subject. Whenever we hang out I calm down a lot and I’m not so anxious and I really like that feeling.
Taco bell’s order taking skills are seriously so under-par it makes me upset. I fell like they just give you a bunch of random shit and are like here you go.
I think their mentality is that it all tastes the same so why should it matter what’s in the bag.
I hate when one of your good friends is really upset and you just don’t know what to say to them. It makes me upset that someone I care for seems to be so distressed.
I wish I knew how to distill hope.
I think I’m gonna take some time for music and focus on finally finishing a script or create something new. Maybe I’ll get back into visual art. It really doesn’t make a difference to me.
But anyways I’m gonna go make coffee and watch some John Hughes movies.